It's been so long since my last update. This is my first post after that long hiatus. Guess I just don't know what to write anymore. Not to mention the lack of privacy in my new house too. I think something is really wrong with myself. I can no longer feel the ties or the connection to anyone anymore. That's bad. I don't feel that excited with my family any more and it keeps on getting awkward.
Being me, I rarely call or text them if I don't have anything to say. Now, it's much worse. I guess this is what happened after going through such experience. Honestly, I feel comfortable being alone most of the time, like right now, when nobody is around and I can be myself. I dislike having people wanting to tag along with me all the time or surrounding me. Am I turning into an anti-social? I think I have serious problems with myself that I can't find the right words to describe it.
Or is this just another side effect of the medication I'm taking? I'm on Roaccutane for my acne problems, yeah I decided to go to a skin specialist before things get worse for my skin. My life is a mess and I don't want my skin to be like my life too.
Today is the day when Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu (JYJ) performed on A-Nation concert in Osaka Japan while Yunho and Changmin performed in SMTown Concert in Seoul Korea separately. Although they are on different stages, they are always one. #2stages1tvxq forever!
My post is so random, but I think I need to update after such a long time.
Until then
I'll be back
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Crescent for my exam TT,TT
Annyeong
Today I went to check the result for my mid semester exams. So far the result of 2 out of the four papers were out and I got crescent for both papers TT^TT
My performance is bad...probably because my heart is not here anymore. I hate to admit it, but I continued my study in the university basically because my parents insisted on it and I know it's be hard for me to get a job later if I don't have any paper qualification. What a world....
But if I quit my study, I don't know what can I do. I don't have any particular talent, gift or business mind or things like that so I figure that by studying at least I have something though I don't have that much interest in it.
Back in high school, I graduated as the top student for my batch, though it was nothing big, considering the school I went to was a school full with students that only came to school because their parents didn't want to get sued for not sending their kids to school. I entered the school after my family moved to the place when I was 15 entering 16.
I pretty much hated the school, the environment and everything in that place. Basically it was because I had to leave my friends in my old school. It wasn't easy for me to make friends nor did I have lots of friends, but those friends were the closest friends I only had. So, when I left them in the old school, I felt a deep sense of loss and that was the beginning of me developing a sense of security in being alone. As much as people dislike being alone, I actually enjoyed the last two years of my high school by myself.
My family? I didn't bother about them, mainly because my parents were the main reason why we moved, part of my father's work and some issues they got into back in our old place. So it was fair to say I hated them at the time. I even begged my father to let me stay and I even considered staying by myself if I had to but my mom strictly said no. "Why must you comply to all her words?" That was what she told my father when my father told her about me wanting to stay. And I didn't talk to my mom so much after that for about 2-3 years.
So after we moved to the new place, I secluded myself from everything. I never went out with my family and almost every night for the first few months, I cried myself to sleep. What I felt at the moment was, when I finally managed to get people to become closer to me, there would be something that would break us apart.
I only went out for school or my tuition class. Even at school, I told myself not to get involve in anything and I have to study hard to get out of that place to return back to my old place. So I did. It was funny because when I was in my old school, it was a clustered school where people really compete to enter and maintain in the school but I didn't bother about studying back then. And when I was in the school of troubled students and delinquents, I studied like hell and practically ignored everything in the school and studied.
So after the final exam for high school, I managed to get a very good result and came in first for my batch, which didn't really surprise me at all. I even got an award, which I'm not sure what was the award for, so I didn't really bother.
What happened at that time was, when the result was announced, my parents had a nasty fight for a few days and my mom left home for quite some time. My father told me he'd come but later he said he was too pre-occupied with the problem with my mom and he couldn't make it.
So I drove to the school and went to the graduation ceremony alone. Can you imagine, you were the top student in the school and you went to get the award all alone while the person below me came with their parents, looked very proud and happy.
I came quite late to the ceremony, blame my eyes for crying and ended up swollen on the day of the ceremony. When I entered the school gate, the compound was empty but I was surprised to see my headmistress waiting for me by herself and she congratulated me with a hug. It was ironic how my mom and dad weren't there for me, instead a stranger filled in the emptiness they left.
As I sat by myself in the hall, I never felt so lonely in a place full of people. Even when my name was announced, I didn't feel happy at all. I just wanted to go home to my bed as fast as I could. As soon as the even ended, I tried to hurry home but one of the school counselor asked me to take my picture so I just let her took my photo. Later I heard the school made a banner from that picture and hang it around school. I made a mental note not to ever step a foot into that school again.
No one really know how hard I cried as I drove home and deep down inside of me I felt like all my effort to get good grades and perform well in studies were in vain. Why should I even bother about it any longer? For me, those two years were the hardest and loneliest out of my life.
Until now, I never bother about good grades or to perform well in my studies. As long as I pass, it's good enough for me. I don't ever want to go through the same feeling again. People looked at you admiringly, but the close people around you, never bother about it. So, what's the point of doing it again?
Today I went to check the result for my mid semester exams. So far the result of 2 out of the four papers were out and I got crescent for both papers TT^TT
My performance is bad...probably because my heart is not here anymore. I hate to admit it, but I continued my study in the university basically because my parents insisted on it and I know it's be hard for me to get a job later if I don't have any paper qualification. What a world....
But if I quit my study, I don't know what can I do. I don't have any particular talent, gift or business mind or things like that so I figure that by studying at least I have something though I don't have that much interest in it.
Back in high school, I graduated as the top student for my batch, though it was nothing big, considering the school I went to was a school full with students that only came to school because their parents didn't want to get sued for not sending their kids to school. I entered the school after my family moved to the place when I was 15 entering 16.
I pretty much hated the school, the environment and everything in that place. Basically it was because I had to leave my friends in my old school. It wasn't easy for me to make friends nor did I have lots of friends, but those friends were the closest friends I only had. So, when I left them in the old school, I felt a deep sense of loss and that was the beginning of me developing a sense of security in being alone. As much as people dislike being alone, I actually enjoyed the last two years of my high school by myself.
My family? I didn't bother about them, mainly because my parents were the main reason why we moved, part of my father's work and some issues they got into back in our old place. So it was fair to say I hated them at the time. I even begged my father to let me stay and I even considered staying by myself if I had to but my mom strictly said no. "Why must you comply to all her words?" That was what she told my father when my father told her about me wanting to stay. And I didn't talk to my mom so much after that for about 2-3 years.
So after we moved to the new place, I secluded myself from everything. I never went out with my family and almost every night for the first few months, I cried myself to sleep. What I felt at the moment was, when I finally managed to get people to become closer to me, there would be something that would break us apart.
I only went out for school or my tuition class. Even at school, I told myself not to get involve in anything and I have to study hard to get out of that place to return back to my old place. So I did. It was funny because when I was in my old school, it was a clustered school where people really compete to enter and maintain in the school but I didn't bother about studying back then. And when I was in the school of troubled students and delinquents, I studied like hell and practically ignored everything in the school and studied.
So after the final exam for high school, I managed to get a very good result and came in first for my batch, which didn't really surprise me at all. I even got an award, which I'm not sure what was the award for, so I didn't really bother.
What happened at that time was, when the result was announced, my parents had a nasty fight for a few days and my mom left home for quite some time. My father told me he'd come but later he said he was too pre-occupied with the problem with my mom and he couldn't make it.
So I drove to the school and went to the graduation ceremony alone. Can you imagine, you were the top student in the school and you went to get the award all alone while the person below me came with their parents, looked very proud and happy.
I came quite late to the ceremony, blame my eyes for crying and ended up swollen on the day of the ceremony. When I entered the school gate, the compound was empty but I was surprised to see my headmistress waiting for me by herself and she congratulated me with a hug. It was ironic how my mom and dad weren't there for me, instead a stranger filled in the emptiness they left.
As I sat by myself in the hall, I never felt so lonely in a place full of people. Even when my name was announced, I didn't feel happy at all. I just wanted to go home to my bed as fast as I could. As soon as the even ended, I tried to hurry home but one of the school counselor asked me to take my picture so I just let her took my photo. Later I heard the school made a banner from that picture and hang it around school. I made a mental note not to ever step a foot into that school again.
No one really know how hard I cried as I drove home and deep down inside of me I felt like all my effort to get good grades and perform well in studies were in vain. Why should I even bother about it any longer? For me, those two years were the hardest and loneliest out of my life.
Until now, I never bother about good grades or to perform well in my studies. As long as I pass, it's good enough for me. I don't ever want to go through the same feeling again. People looked at you admiringly, but the close people around you, never bother about it. So, what's the point of doing it again?
Graduation picture is supposed to be like this, not like mine.
And luckily, I never came across that graduation picture so far. Hopefully I won't ever.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
U-KISS fan meeting in Malaysia - Got the redemption letters!!
Annyeong~
I went to the Geneses Dream Entertainment pre-sale yesterday at Times Square to pay for my seats booking and surprisingly, not that many people came! Unlike Super Show II, where we have to line up to get the best seats, for this event, since the management company had already received our booking online, it was so much easier to pay and get the redemption letters. At least I don't have to line up for more than 7 hours to get the tickets ^^
Also, since I came early to pay for the tickets, I even get 3 mini posters! Another yay! for them. Again, compare to Super Show, even though you've lined up for 7++ hours to get your tickets, to get the limited posters, you had to line up once again to redeem the posters, which was held on some other day, which put us back to square one although we came so early to line up for the tickets that day.
SO do I still have doubts about the management company? OF COURSE YES! But it was also the same for SuShow, I only believed it when there were advertisements on the local paper and T. GDE told us that there will be a promotional video recorded by the boys themselves about this event and the video will reach them soon, so let's once again cross my fingers and hope it's the truth.
Well, here's a peek of how the posters and redemption cards look like:
Though GDE is under suspicion for fraud, as claim by some fans, but I have to say that at least the pre-sale was well organized and it was held in a restaurant for god sake! But I didn't have to wait for 7 hours to get the tickets, so GDE left a good impression on me ^^
Till then,
I'll be back~
I went to the Geneses Dream Entertainment pre-sale yesterday at Times Square to pay for my seats booking and surprisingly, not that many people came! Unlike Super Show II, where we have to line up to get the best seats, for this event, since the management company had already received our booking online, it was so much easier to pay and get the redemption letters. At least I don't have to line up for more than 7 hours to get the tickets ^^
Also, since I came early to pay for the tickets, I even get 3 mini posters! Another yay! for them. Again, compare to Super Show, even though you've lined up for 7++ hours to get your tickets, to get the limited posters, you had to line up once again to redeem the posters, which was held on some other day, which put us back to square one although we came so early to line up for the tickets that day.
SO do I still have doubts about the management company? OF COURSE YES! But it was also the same for SuShow, I only believed it when there were advertisements on the local paper and T. GDE told us that there will be a promotional video recorded by the boys themselves about this event and the video will reach them soon, so let's once again cross my fingers and hope it's the truth.
Well, here's a peek of how the posters and redemption cards look like:
Redemption card
The mini poster
Though GDE is under suspicion for fraud, as claim by some fans, but I have to say that at least the pre-sale was well organized and it was held in a restaurant for god sake! But I didn't have to wait for 7 hours to get the tickets, so GDE left a good impression on me ^^
Till then,
I'll be back~
Monday, March 29, 2010
Score baby~
Annyeong~
I'm so happy today! Why? Remember the online pre-sale booking ticket for U-Kiss fan meeting that will be held on 19th of June this year? I got a reply at 3:40 something in the evening that I managed to get the seats!! Yay~
After a roughly 15 hours and 30 minutes of agonizing wait, I finally got the answer. And the three seats that I booked using 2 emails (since 1 email max for 2 seats), we got them next to each other. Another yay~ Phew, next up is the day of the pre-sale which will be held in Times Square at a Korean restaurant named Hankuk Ramyun, somehwere in the LG floor. Another day of long waiting and queuing like when I bought the tickets for Super Show II is waiting for me.
Luckily I'm quite free that day. Luck is on my side this time.
Now, my main concern is, where can I find the money within 1 day??? I seriously have no money left after Super Show and now, where should I find the resource? I'm completely broke right now. My sisters said they will try to ask money from my dad but I'm really worried about 2 things. First, whether we can really get the money and the reliability of the management company. Seriously worried about the latter, since it will involve my family. Unlike Super Show, even if things turned out for the worse, I can still keep it to myself. But things are different for this one.
I hope nothing bad will happen and this will be a success for Geneses Dream Entertainment since this is the first time they're handling such activities thus, giving them the good or bad reputation. So, I'm crossing my fingers for the good things only!
Until I have another update,
I'll be back~
I'm so happy today! Why? Remember the online pre-sale booking ticket for U-Kiss fan meeting that will be held on 19th of June this year? I got a reply at 3:40 something in the evening that I managed to get the seats!! Yay~
After a roughly 15 hours and 30 minutes of agonizing wait, I finally got the answer. And the three seats that I booked using 2 emails (since 1 email max for 2 seats), we got them next to each other. Another yay~ Phew, next up is the day of the pre-sale which will be held in Times Square at a Korean restaurant named Hankuk Ramyun, somehwere in the LG floor. Another day of long waiting and queuing like when I bought the tickets for Super Show II is waiting for me.
Luckily I'm quite free that day. Luck is on my side this time.
Now, my main concern is, where can I find the money within 1 day??? I seriously have no money left after Super Show and now, where should I find the resource? I'm completely broke right now. My sisters said they will try to ask money from my dad but I'm really worried about 2 things. First, whether we can really get the money and the reliability of the management company. Seriously worried about the latter, since it will involve my family. Unlike Super Show, even if things turned out for the worse, I can still keep it to myself. But things are different for this one.
I hope nothing bad will happen and this will be a success for Geneses Dream Entertainment since this is the first time they're handling such activities thus, giving them the good or bad reputation. So, I'm crossing my fingers for the good things only!
Until I have another update,
I'll be back~
Saturday, March 27, 2010
After SHINee Coming to Malaysia, now UKISS?
Annyeong~
So hopefully, we'll be fast enough to grab three of the best seats, if not the best, for the fan meeting, and hopefully that this event will be like Super Show II and not like FT Island's bad management. Poor boys and fans.
So till then,
I'll be back~
Last week I found an article in some website I cannot remember the name, mentioning that SHINee will be coming to Malaysia somewhere in May for a fan meet. It sounded too good to be true for me, considering the fact that Suju had only came here for their Super Show II this month. And also it will be held in Batu Pahat, not quite a city of choice for international artists to come and have a fan meet but hey, there's always the first time for everything right?
And today, I came across a post by Geneses Entertainment (apparently a new event management company in Malaysia) saying that U-Kiss will be coming to Malaysia in 19th of June 2010 for a fan meeting! Another good news that I feel too good to be true. I thought we Malaysian had already used up our luck to get Suju to perform here but if it's true then...YAY!!
It's causing a riot in Geneses Facebook page with all the questions and inquiries as well as too much information for the fans to absorbed, and also to face the fact that they boys are really coming to town.
I'm excited and this time I let my sisters knew, cause I feel a little bad about going to Super Show II without bringing them along. So, two of my sisters are getting pumped up and now we're waiting for the online pre-booking for the VIP seats to open tomorrow at 10 am. Hopefully we can manage to get our hands on the seats cause there are so many privileges for the VIP batch.
People will definitely fight to get the best seat and get to meet the boys on stage. The packages are so exciting and alluring~
But the tickets are as always...quite pricey but hey, they wanted to sponsor me to go with them, and I'm in no position to say 'no.' Like hell I would.
Once again, I will gear up and enter another war to make my life filled with exciting memories.
Here's the info about the pre-sale that I obtained from Geneses' Website
Opening slot to grab the first 20 VIP Seat Packages will be on 10am, 28 MARCH 2010.
Secure your seat by Email your details to us: genesesdream@gmail.com
For other seat packages, opening slot will be on 12pm, 28 MARCH 2010.
Date, Place and Time for face-to-face Pre-sale will be announce soon.
Details Needed (*Please copy and paste, fill in and e-mail to us)
Name:
New IC Number:
Telephone Number:
Country/State:
Chosen Seat Package:
Quantity of Purchasing:
*Please do not e-mail before the opening slot or else your e-mail will be ignored.
First 20 fans name that grab the VIP seats will be announced through our official website and facebook.
For those that pre-order VIP seats but didn't get to be the first 20 people are allowed to keep the VIP seats pre-order or change it to other seat packages.
And here's the info about the event
Title: U-Kiss! Me
Date: 19th June 2010
Time: 2pm – 5.30pm
Venue: Kuala Lumpur Convention Center, Plenary Hall
Event Content: Fan Meeting, Performances, Interaction Session with Fans, Album Signing
So hopefully, we'll be fast enough to grab three of the best seats, if not the best, for the fan meeting, and hopefully that this event will be like Super Show II and not like FT Island's bad management. Poor boys and fans.
So till then,
I'll be back~
Lost my Ice Cream to a washing machine, got a GT505!
Annyeong~
For the past 2 days, I've attending a conference in Crowne Plaza Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. As expected, the conference was...a conference. What did I expect? But the hotel was nice and the luncheon was superb on the first day. We all ate like hell, keke...and we call ourselves nutritionists.
Anyway, today the conference came to an end and after that I went to get a new cellphone. Remember the after-effects of Super Show II and how I lost my LG Ice Cream to my washing machine. Well, the phone was beyond help and I asked the money from my dad to get a new cell phone. So much of a good daughter.
I wanted to get LG Lollipop that Big Bang and 2ne1 endorsed at first because it was cute and pretty and I'm really weak against shining little things (including SHINee), but it was sold at around RM790-RM830. It was quite pricey considering the fact that it didn't have a Wi-Fi function. My budget was around RM850.
So, I surveyed for LG GT500 Puccini, which for me was quite affordable and it had the function that I wanted. But I went around and most stores in Sg Wang had never heard of it! I wasn't sure if the model had already arrived in Malaysia, but I was too tired to go to Low Yat Plaza to survey the model there. There wasn't much difference in price anyway between Sg Wang and Low Yat.
For the past 2 days, I've attending a conference in Crowne Plaza Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. As expected, the conference was...a conference. What did I expect? But the hotel was nice and the luncheon was superb on the first day. We all ate like hell, keke...and we call ourselves nutritionists.
Anyway, today the conference came to an end and after that I went to get a new cellphone. Remember the after-effects of Super Show II and how I lost my LG Ice Cream to my washing machine. Well, the phone was beyond help and I asked the money from my dad to get a new cell phone. So much of a good daughter.
I wanted to get LG Lollipop that Big Bang and 2ne1 endorsed at first because it was cute and pretty and I'm really weak against shining little things (including SHINee), but it was sold at around RM790-RM830. It was quite pricey considering the fact that it didn't have a Wi-Fi function. My budget was around RM850.
LG ICE CREAM
So, I surveyed for LG GT500 Puccini, which for me was quite affordable and it had the function that I wanted. But I went around and most stores in Sg Wang had never heard of it! I wasn't sure if the model had already arrived in Malaysia, but I was too tired to go to Low Yat Plaza to survey the model there. There wasn't much difference in price anyway between Sg Wang and Low Yat.
LG PUCCINI
In the end, I bought LG GT505, which has similar function with Puccini at RM 910, along with a 2GB memory card and screen protector. It was slightly over my budget and I had to add using my own money (which I don't have much always), but I hope it will be worth it!
Let's hope that it won't give me too much trouble later and baby, welcome to my life!
Till then,
I'll be back~
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
SHINee is coming to Malaysia??? And I still haven't recover from SS2!!!
Anyyeong~
Right after Super Show II in Malaysia that send fans up high in ecstatic mode even after the concert has ended, we were hit by another rumour, SHINee is coming to Malaysia on May 25th, 2010 to have a fan meeting in The Summit Batu Pahat, Johor!! I lived in BP before so I know where the mall is and godddddd!!! I'm supposed to have my practical training in KL that day!! It was a working day and the fan meeting will be held at 3pm to 4.30 pm!!
Aside from people who can skip work or school, most who can attend will be kids or students who don't have classes la. And I'm stuck in KL with my practical training!! I really wanna go and meet them!! OH GOD!!
I'm hoping that it'll just be a rumour or the time can be changed or anything!!!! This noona really wanna see the SHINING SHINee boys!! KEYYYYYYYYYY!!! kekeke
Zhang Li Yin will be coming too but hey, I'm a girl and it's SHINee that I'm waiting for. KKEEEYYYYYY!!!
Phew...I should keep my head together. Got my final exam in just a few weeks but still haven't recovered from the Super Show madness fever and now thanks to this rumour, I will take longer to recover.
Anyway, SHINee will be having their comeback soon and pictures of them with their new hair styles are all over the internet. Here's some of it. I do not own the picture. Found it on soompi
I'll be waiting for them to remove their hats during their comeback performances while praying that somehow, I can go and see the boys. Planning up something in my head...
Until I can come up with something,
I'll be back~
Right after Super Show II in Malaysia that send fans up high in ecstatic mode even after the concert has ended, we were hit by another rumour, SHINee is coming to Malaysia on May 25th, 2010 to have a fan meeting in The Summit Batu Pahat, Johor!! I lived in BP before so I know where the mall is and godddddd!!! I'm supposed to have my practical training in KL that day!! It was a working day and the fan meeting will be held at 3pm to 4.30 pm!!
Aside from people who can skip work or school, most who can attend will be kids or students who don't have classes la. And I'm stuck in KL with my practical training!! I really wanna go and meet them!! OH GOD!!
I'm hoping that it'll just be a rumour or the time can be changed or anything!!!! This noona really wanna see the SHINING SHINee boys!! KEYYYYYYYYYY!!! kekeke
Zhang Li Yin will be coming too but hey, I'm a girl and it's SHINee that I'm waiting for. KKEEEYYYYYY!!!
Phew...I should keep my head together. Got my final exam in just a few weeks but still haven't recovered from the Super Show madness fever and now thanks to this rumour, I will take longer to recover.
Anyway, SHINee will be having their comeback soon and pictures of them with their new hair styles are all over the internet. Here's some of it. I do not own the picture. Found it on soompi
Until I can come up with something,
I'll be back~
Monday, March 22, 2010
And as the finale...
After all the excitement and madness of Super Junior Super Show II Live in Malaysia, the finale was...
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I found my cellphone inside the washing machine with my laundry.
I don't know what happened or what I was thinking but when I tried to find my phone to text my friend, I couldn't find it so I traced back all over the house for the phone. I even stopped the machine because I thought it sounded weird but I couldn't find it. So, I continued the washing.
When one of my housemate returned, I asked her to call my cellphone because I couldn't find it, but when she aid the line was disconnected, I ran back to the machine and took out all the laundry out and the first thing I found was my phone strap! And deeper, there my cellphone was sinking deep at the bottom of the machine.
I tried to dry in out in the sun but I think the damage is done. Really have no money to get a new one, I don't even have money for meals these days.
Called my dad, he laughed at me (at least say something like getting me a new cell or like that) and also called my mom who asked me how to contact me later. keke
I don't know how it happened but it all thanks to Super Junior, all day long the images of them performing, walking in front of my eyes kept on popping inside my head.
Probably that was why I didn't realize I also put in my cellphone with my laundry inside the washing machine.
What a day and a week. I really think I've used up all my lifetime luck to meet Super Junior (remember theory of repellation?)
Now in life I would never be lucky ever again, wonder how will I survive?
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I found my cellphone inside the washing machine with my laundry.
I don't know what happened or what I was thinking but when I tried to find my phone to text my friend, I couldn't find it so I traced back all over the house for the phone. I even stopped the machine because I thought it sounded weird but I couldn't find it. So, I continued the washing.
When one of my housemate returned, I asked her to call my cellphone because I couldn't find it, but when she aid the line was disconnected, I ran back to the machine and took out all the laundry out and the first thing I found was my phone strap! And deeper, there my cellphone was sinking deep at the bottom of the machine.
I tried to dry in out in the sun but I think the damage is done. Really have no money to get a new one, I don't even have money for meals these days.
Called my dad, he laughed at me (at least say something like getting me a new cell or like that) and also called my mom who asked me how to contact me later. keke
I don't know how it happened but it all thanks to Super Junior, all day long the images of them performing, walking in front of my eyes kept on popping inside my head.
Probably that was why I didn't realize I also put in my cellphone with my laundry inside the washing machine.
What a day and a week. I really think I've used up all my lifetime luck to meet Super Junior (remember theory of repellation?)
Now in life I would never be lucky ever again, wonder how will I survive?
Super Show II in Malaysia - Super Junior leaving Malaysia on 2010.03.21
Again another update!
This will be about the last day the boys in Malaysia. In the morning, while I was at home, I heard the boys went to Pavillion and some fans spotted them. Yup, the bloody Pavillion that I went to on the first day Super Junior arrived in Malaysia because I thought the boys might be hanging around there. I don't want to fret about it because remember my theory "I♥SUJU but I repel them?"
Anyway, I went to KLIA that night to say goodbye to them and I came with my 3 of my friends. We saw a few people waiting like us, but not as many as when they arrived because the flight was quite late and the next day was a working day and schools.
The boys arrived around 10.30 pm and the security escorted the boys to the special lounge to check in within 5 minutes. Of course there were screams and yelling but SUJU kept their cool. Donghae, Kyuhyun and Leeteuk waved at the fans and Henry even took a picture of the fans before going down the escalator that separated us from SuJu.
Here's a fancam of them leaving.
I could only see Yesung and Shindong while my Donghae was at the front and my friends were walking along with him!
Again, lesson learned. And my new theory wasn't I repel Suju but more like "I repel Lee Donghae though I ♥ him." *Off to find Key while crying*
So until then~
I'll be back.
This will be about the last day the boys in Malaysia. In the morning, while I was at home, I heard the boys went to Pavillion and some fans spotted them. Yup, the bloody Pavillion that I went to on the first day Super Junior arrived in Malaysia because I thought the boys might be hanging around there. I don't want to fret about it because remember my theory "I♥SUJU but I repel them?"
Anyway, I went to KLIA that night to say goodbye to them and I came with my 3 of my friends. We saw a few people waiting like us, but not as many as when they arrived because the flight was quite late and the next day was a working day and schools.
The boys arrived around 10.30 pm and the security escorted the boys to the special lounge to check in within 5 minutes. Of course there were screams and yelling but SUJU kept their cool. Donghae, Kyuhyun and Leeteuk waved at the fans and Henry even took a picture of the fans before going down the escalator that separated us from SuJu.
Here's a fancam of them leaving.
I could only see Yesung and Shindong while my Donghae was at the front and my friends were walking along with him!
Again, lesson learned. And my new theory wasn't I repel Suju but more like "I repel Lee Donghae though I ♥ him." *Off to find Key while crying*
So until then~
I'll be back.
The Super Show II Live in Malaysia!!!
2nd update!
This one is for the concert day. I was supposed to have class until 5 that day but hey, that was the hellish sociology class where all the lecturers could take for 5 hours straight without stopping or understanding of the students' condition. So I skipped the part after lunch and headed to the concert venue at around 3 pm with my friends.
As we arrived there, there were already small crowd and people were queuing to get the merchandise from Redstar. Apparently they have to fill up some forms and pay for the merchandise but I told you earlier, I didn't really bother about stuff like that.
So we waited for the gate to open and it only opened at 6 and they checked our bags and we entered the venue. The concert officially started at 8 and there were 2 opening acts by one group of Chinese boys and a Malay guy. They gave a very powerful dance and performance.
So after waiting for Suju, the boys finally made their entrance at different location for each members. The closest to my seat was Shindong and Eunhyuk while my little fishy Donghae was at the opposite from my seat.
They performed CLAP and I still feel like I was dreaming. Eunhyuk looked so cool and serious as he danced. Then, Ryeowook came hopping like a cute rabbit to us and he really looked like a porcelain doll! His face was very fair and looked like he was sculpted! Really cute.
After that I don't really remember the sequence but there were lots of fan services, some Abracadabra and Kara's Mister dance appearance! Here's a review of the concert I got from soompi and credit to owner!!
here is some interesting moment at suju concert
-heechul run around with this fan windmill that he took from the fans. but in the middle he broke that thing so he crouched in the middle of the stage trying to fix it. gosh he is so concentrated on fixing that thing and ignored the choreography. all the members weare dancing except him. he is so weird and funny, haha
- there is this teletubbies toy that can walk. eunhyuk can't stop immitating how the toy walk. lol the slow motion cuties teletubies walk.
- heechul so mean, he keeps spraying the fans with the water gun nonstop...lol he even used two guns at the same and shoot water at the fans. worst of all when all the members were doing their last greeting, heechul is still busy playing with the water gun
-my top favorite SICHUL moment. after performing f(x) chu, we can see si won and heechul walking on the stage like a couple. then there is this love shaped cushion, si won shove it at heechul,then he shove it back at him. SI WON AND HEECHUL HUGGED TIGHTLY
-omg poor lee teuk cry....( gotta upload the closeup fancam of teukie crying)
-one of the suju members pour water at poor zhou mi....haha ( zhoumi is looking sexy with the button up white shirt and black coat)
-there is so many interactions with fans, they keep shaking hands with the fans
-they love to collect take stuff from fans like plush toy, towel and throw it back to the stage
-heechul throw his fan during 'u' song at the audience
-heechul was arranging all the toys on the stage.....the kangaroo, the flower and all sorts of plush toys
- siwon shirt opened during sorry sorry...omg sexy chest and abs
-lee tuek peck ryeo wook...omg
-heechul almost kiss henry...but he didn't *sigh
And here are some pictures of Super Junior from the concert
There are lots of other pictures but these are the one I can upload. Had a blast that night!
Leeteuk and Yesung weren't so well that night but they did their best and that was what mattered and we love all of them for the efforts!!
Next update will be about the boys leaving Malaysia at KLIA
Super Show II in Malaysia Updates with Photos and Fancam
Annyeong~
SUPEEERRBBB & AWESOOMMEEEE!! That were the words to describe the Super Show II in Malaysia!
Huh, now I will update starting from their arrival and departure, from my point of view.
Firstly, on their arrival day me and my friends went to the airport *likemostfangirls* and I saw a few groups of people walking around wearing blue, the official colour for ELF at the airport. So me and my friends went to the usual arrival hall at level 2 if I'm not mistaken. So we waited there and people started to get crowded, even the passengers stopped by to ask us who were waiting for and they even stayed with us.
Whenever a group of passengers arrived, the fans would scream like hell and gave them a "welcoming" shout which some of the passengers would happily replied to. keke. They didn't have the slightest idea about what we were doing there.
So we waited for about 2 hours and when the arrival time finally came, people were getting restless and there were too many false alarms. People suddenly screaming and camera started flashing but there were no Super Junior in sight. Even the security guards at the airport were confused and ask me and my friends what we were doing there. So we told them that Super Junior was coming to Malaysia, which of course they replied to "Who? Super what?" keke
Anyway, the guard told us that they probably won't be using the usual exit because there was another exit for VIPs at level 5, again of course, we didn't believe them. We thought maybe they were trying to trick us to clear the exit so we waited there. That was the worse decision I've ever made of my life.
Suddenly, people started running up the elevator and screaming saying that the boys had already arrived and they were exiting at the level 5 exit. Me and my friends looked at each other and thought whether we should ran like those people or not because we were afraid it might be another false alarm. So we waited there stupidly and half of the crowd was gone. So we wasted our 10 years of youth waiting there like idiots and even one of the KLIA staff came to us to show the video the boys leaving the airport. We still don't believe him, well at least I didn't, so it was another stupid mistake. Hey, my parents always told me never trust strangers! So this is what I did TT^TT
Finally when a group of ELF came down and started showing a video from their camera and the fans started crying, that was the time I realized my stupid mistakes and judgments, I came there to miss seeing the boys. Of course I was pissed at myself but I rest assured cause the next day, I would get to see them performing.
So after that, we left the airport and what made me really sad was I saw a girl crying at the escalator and a few others like they had just lost their lives. Maybe for those people who couldn't go to the Super Show and couldn't see Super Junior right then, they would never get the chance to see them any more. So I figured that what how those people were feeling right at the moment.
I'm not the nicest person on earth but I felt like "I must take loads pictures of Suju for those people who spent their money and time to come but they were unable to meet Suju." And also for people who wanted to come to the concert but were unable to do so. The tickets were very pricey and most of the fans were either still studying in colleges or in school, so I could really understand them well.
After we left KLIA, me and my friends went to the concert venue to try our luck to see if the boys went there but they weren't. So we left the venue and went to Pavillion, which was next to the hotel SuJu was staying. We walked around like mindless people and even went to watch a movie to kill our time just in case we might see the boys but again, no luck. We finished watching the movie around 12+ midnight and walked around among those people worriedly. Bukit Bintang was a tourist attraction and there were so many bars in the area so some drunk people were walking around and I have to say, it wasn't a safe place for young girls to be at night if they were by themselves.
So we hurried to our car which was parked at Lot10 and left for home feeling so displeased. I felt like somehow, I repelled Super Junior. When I waited at the 2nd floor exit, they use the 5th floor exit. Next, when we went to the concert venue, they went to the hotel in Bukit Bintang, when we went to Bukit Bintang, they went to the concert venue.
Lesson learned from that day was I love Super Junior but somehow I subconsciously repelled them and another lesson was, remember to listen to older people's advice!!
Some pictures of fans with their banners and posters and everything else
Will update about the concert next.
SUPEEERRBBB & AWESOOMMEEEE!! That were the words to describe the Super Show II in Malaysia!
Huh, now I will update starting from their arrival and departure, from my point of view.
Firstly, on their arrival day me and my friends went to the airport *likemostfangirls* and I saw a few groups of people walking around wearing blue, the official colour for ELF at the airport. So me and my friends went to the usual arrival hall at level 2 if I'm not mistaken. So we waited there and people started to get crowded, even the passengers stopped by to ask us who were waiting for and they even stayed with us.
Whenever a group of passengers arrived, the fans would scream like hell and gave them a "welcoming" shout which some of the passengers would happily replied to. keke. They didn't have the slightest idea about what we were doing there.
So we waited for about 2 hours and when the arrival time finally came, people were getting restless and there were too many false alarms. People suddenly screaming and camera started flashing but there were no Super Junior in sight. Even the security guards at the airport were confused and ask me and my friends what we were doing there. So we told them that Super Junior was coming to Malaysia, which of course they replied to "Who? Super what?" keke
Anyway, the guard told us that they probably won't be using the usual exit because there was another exit for VIPs at level 5, again of course, we didn't believe them. We thought maybe they were trying to trick us to clear the exit so we waited there. That was the worse decision I've ever made of my life.
Suddenly, people started running up the elevator and screaming saying that the boys had already arrived and they were exiting at the level 5 exit. Me and my friends looked at each other and thought whether we should ran like those people or not because we were afraid it might be another false alarm. So we waited there stupidly and half of the crowd was gone. So we wasted our 10 years of youth waiting there like idiots and even one of the KLIA staff came to us to show the video the boys leaving the airport. We still don't believe him, well at least I didn't, so it was another stupid mistake. Hey, my parents always told me never trust strangers! So this is what I did TT^TT
Finally when a group of ELF came down and started showing a video from their camera and the fans started crying, that was the time I realized my stupid mistakes and judgments, I came there to miss seeing the boys. Of course I was pissed at myself but I rest assured cause the next day, I would get to see them performing.
So after that, we left the airport and what made me really sad was I saw a girl crying at the escalator and a few others like they had just lost their lives. Maybe for those people who couldn't go to the Super Show and couldn't see Super Junior right then, they would never get the chance to see them any more. So I figured that what how those people were feeling right at the moment.
I'm not the nicest person on earth but I felt like "I must take loads pictures of Suju for those people who spent their money and time to come but they were unable to meet Suju." And also for people who wanted to come to the concert but were unable to do so. The tickets were very pricey and most of the fans were either still studying in colleges or in school, so I could really understand them well.
After we left KLIA, me and my friends went to the concert venue to try our luck to see if the boys went there but they weren't. So we left the venue and went to Pavillion, which was next to the hotel SuJu was staying. We walked around like mindless people and even went to watch a movie to kill our time just in case we might see the boys but again, no luck. We finished watching the movie around 12+ midnight and walked around among those people worriedly. Bukit Bintang was a tourist attraction and there were so many bars in the area so some drunk people were walking around and I have to say, it wasn't a safe place for young girls to be at night if they were by themselves.
So we hurried to our car which was parked at Lot10 and left for home feeling so displeased. I felt like somehow, I repelled Super Junior. When I waited at the 2nd floor exit, they use the 5th floor exit. Next, when we went to the concert venue, they went to the hotel in Bukit Bintang, when we went to Bukit Bintang, they went to the concert venue.
Some pictures of fans with their banners and posters and everything else
Will update about the concert next.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Journey...Super Show II - Day 2
Annyeong~
This is the day before Super Junior arrival in Malaysia and it's creating a stir and phenomenon! ELF's are contacting each other to greet the boys at the airport and some who will be staying at the same hotel as the boys are so excited and happy.
Me and a few of my friends will be heading to KLIA tomorrow too, to join in the greeting. I don't really enjoy crowded places and noisy crowd but for Super Junior, I'm willing to make an exception. Just hoping tomorrow there won't be too much trouble for us.
Amidst all these excitement, I found myself falling for SHINee Key, hard and unconditionally attracted to this boy. Gosh, I never thought I'd ever be infected by the "Noona Neomu Yeppeo" virus that SHINee brought when they debuted cause I'm usually strong against virus =p but I guess I'm not that strong. keke
I don't know why Key kept on flashing and intruding in my head and i kept on replaying his part of SHINee songs in my head non-stop for these past few days. I thought the effect will wear off soon after the first day, but it gets stronger instead.
I watched all SHINee's old video clips of performances and listen to almost all of their songs and I'm getting sicker. keke..is that even a word? Oh no...I think I can't stop myself from falling for Key now. Probably because we share the same blood type so the attraction is stronger..? His name is getting out from my mouth much more frequent that Jaejoong now these days.
It's official. I shouldn't go against my own feeling. It's really official, I'm a paedo and thanks KIM KI BUM a.k.a ALMIGHTY KEY for successfully turning an innocent and pure 88'er into one! Congratulations Daegu-boy!
This is the day before Super Junior arrival in Malaysia and it's creating a stir and phenomenon! ELF's are contacting each other to greet the boys at the airport and some who will be staying at the same hotel as the boys are so excited and happy.
Me and a few of my friends will be heading to KLIA tomorrow too, to join in the greeting. I don't really enjoy crowded places and noisy crowd but for Super Junior, I'm willing to make an exception. Just hoping tomorrow there won't be too much trouble for us.
Amidst all these excitement, I found myself falling for SHINee Key, hard and unconditionally attracted to this boy. Gosh, I never thought I'd ever be infected by the "Noona Neomu Yeppeo" virus that SHINee brought when they debuted cause I'm usually strong against virus =p but I guess I'm not that strong. keke
I don't know why Key kept on flashing and intruding in my head and i kept on replaying his part of SHINee songs in my head non-stop for these past few days. I thought the effect will wear off soon after the first day, but it gets stronger instead.
I watched all SHINee's old video clips of performances and listen to almost all of their songs and I'm getting sicker. keke..is that even a word? Oh no...I think I can't stop myself from falling for Key now. Probably because we share the same blood type so the attraction is stronger..? His name is getting out from my mouth much more frequent that Jaejoong now these days.
It's official. I shouldn't go against my own feeling. It's really official, I'm a paedo and thanks KIM KI BUM a.k.a ALMIGHTY KEY for successfully turning an innocent and pure 88'er into one! Congratulations Daegu-boy!
Key has totally knocked me out..ouch!
Till I can get my head back from the Almighty Key,
I'll be back~
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