Empty

It's been so long since my last update. This is my first post after that long hiatus. Guess I just don't know what to write anymore. Not to mention the lack of privacy in my new house too. I think something is really wrong with myself. I can no longer feel the ties or the connection to anyone anymore. That's bad. I don't feel that excited with my family any more and it keeps on getting awkward.

Being me, I rarely call or text them if I don't have anything to say. Now, it's much worse. I guess this is what happened after going through such experience. Honestly, I feel comfortable being alone most of the time, like right now, when nobody is around and I can be myself. I dislike having people wanting to tag along with me all the time or surrounding me. Am I turning into an anti-social? I think I have serious problems with myself that I can't find the right words to describe it.

Or is this just another side effect of the medication I'm taking? I'm on Roaccutane for my acne problems, yeah I decided to go to a skin specialist before things get worse for my skin. My life is a mess and I don't want my skin to be like my life too.

Today is the day when Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu (JYJ) performed on A-Nation concert in Osaka Japan while Yunho and Changmin performed in SMTown Concert in Seoul Korea separately. Although they are on different stages, they are always one. #2stages1tvxq forever!

My post is so random, but I think I need to update after such a long time.

Until then

I'll be back